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Chaos is the absence of order, as darkness is the absence of light, as evil is the absence of god, as sadness is the absence of joy, and as hate is the absence of love.  None of these can ever co exist and because of this fact I write. The darkness in which holds my thoughts and dreams, in the darkness they rest because my willingness to express them is nonexistent. Order is what keeps me from doing unspeakable things, order that is enforced by laws, parents, god, and peoples expectations of me. If I ever escape the clutches of sadness which seem to loom over me like a halo of thorns I may finally be able to experience joy.  Maybe some day wh